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Saturday, 24 October 2015

Holiday Blues


(Blue Lagoon, Latchi, Cyprus)

This blog has been of to such a rubbish start! I think it's been nearly half a year or more since I last posted on here! there always seems to be something I find to do that takes up my time. It’s not even things that are really worthwhile, and mostly I have been lazy :/

So I am very lucky to have recently returned from a trip to Cyprus. As I was away from my home/work routines and anxieties, I felt like I got back to being me. All of things that crowd my life at home had completely crowded my mind, and my stress levels had got so high, because I put unnecessary pressure on myself to do things before doing any activities I enjoy.On the plane home and a few days at the end of my holiday, I was so stressed about returning back to normal home life, and couldn’t stop thinking about all the things that make it feel rubbish; like the car drive commute to and from work, traffic, mess in my flat, washing up, cleaning clothes, ironing and all of the monotonous things that I have created routines for so that they get done every week. A routine that I loath, not making time for the things I want to do like this blog. So I started to problem solve my anxieties, and I wrote down loads of solutions to my personal ‘problems’ to make daily life a little bit more worth living. I have also reorganized my time so that I have at least one day a week to concentrate on my blog.

A little while before I went away, I made quite a nice looking personal goals mood board sort of thing, that I created using images of things that inspire me. I had sort of forgotten about it, and was reminded when I returned from my holiday and randomly turned on my laptop, and saw it as my desktop background. I was kind of gutted that I had forgotten about it, but since returning, I feel really motivated to do something about it. And as soon as we can afford a printer, I would like to have it out somewhere I can permanently see.

I want to share my ideas and experiences on here, not only for others to see, but also as something that will keep my goals moving forward and keep me motivated.
I welcome your comments and feedback and be nice as I am new to this!

Thanks for reading
X

Lian